Fertile Ground

I'm looking forward to it, that horror that involves Leisha Hailey and Gale Harold, even if i was like "what the fuck?" when i saw the two gay-series actors that i like more acting as a straight couple, but it seems the movie won't be released soon in Italy. I checked the "coming soon" section of the cinemas here in Genoa and found out it wasn't even named in the list. I know the plot will probably be simple and stupid and the movie won't scare even a coward rat but i want to watch it, i want to go to the cinema and at every kiss and touch, yell "they're gaaayyy" haha, i'm joking, but i love Leisha's voice, it's so cuuute :P.

Tiding up my music folder

I was re-organizing my music folder some day ago and I found "fade to black" from Metallica, so i remembered the days (3-4 years ago) when i could feel shivers and laugh or cry for a song without being crudely labeled XD, i'm joking ^^. Anyway i re-downloaded some tracks and i started to listen to them once again and they reminded me of those days, it sounded strange but yet good. So i'm putting the lyrics of a song i've always loved.

So close, no matter how far 
Couldn't be much more from the heart 
Forever trusting who we are 
and nothing else matters 

Never opened myself this way 
Life is ours, we live it our way 
All these words I don't just say 
and nothing else matters 

Trust I seek and I find in you 
Every day for us something new 
Open mind for a different view 
and nothing else matters 

never cared for what they do 
never cared for what they know 
but I know 

So close, no matter how far 
Couldn't be much more from the heart 
Forever trusting who we are 
and nothing else matters 

never cared for what they do 
never cared for what they know 
but I know 

Never opened myself this way 
Life is ours, we live it our way 
All these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters  

Trust I seek and I find in you 
Every day for us, something new 
Open mind for a different view 
and nothing else matters 

never cared for what they say 
never cared for games they play 
never cared for what they do 
never cared for what they know 
and I know 

So close, no matter how far 
Couldn't be much more from the heart 
Forever trusting who we are 
No, nothing else matters 



Metallica - Nothing else matters

Dilemma

I'm currently at the fourth season of "the L word" and i know there're 2 to go, but i know either that i've watched at these 4 in a lil bit of time and probably i'll be done in a week or two, due to this fact i'll have to find another tv-serie which is enough amazing as this, otherwise i'll get in the depth of sadness as it happened when i watched every single "queer as folk usa" episode (i didn't like the british one, it was so "pale"..).
I might go for something really gay like "Glee" 'cause i like gay-ish musicals like "Naked boys singing" or "The big gay musical" (but it seems to be a trend at the moment, so i don't know if it's really worth my attention, anyway i'll have a look) or i don't know any further alternative. I find myself in a dilemma, what should i do?

~ Olsen i need your help XD ~

Heureux et ètonné

Comment peux je savoir que cela pour que je n'ai pas dormi et cela auquel je pensai tout la semaine fut une ainsi innocent question? Tienne tendrèsse est toujours plus extraordinaire et maintenant je ne peux que pensér à toi,
Dors et rêve, mon petit-ami, j'attrendrai tien réveil.

Tick tock

Time is flowing :)

...

J'ai ras le bol d'être appelé salaud seulement pour que je n'approuve pas tiennes choix, c'est toi la trou du cul. tu n'as pas intéressé jamais de rien, tu seule en tien monde, je me n'intéresse pas si maintenant tu es malade, souviens-toi de tous les fois que j'ai eu bésoin de toi et tu ne fus pas ici pour moi. Je me sens mal pour la situation, tu n'es pas l'unique personne qui souffre. Tu fus une batârde bien plutôt de quand tu commenças à te sentir mal. Stronza

Kolniður

Glóandi augu, silfurnátt
Blóð alvöru, starir á
Óður hundur er í vígamóð, í maga... mér

Kolniður gref, kvik sem dreg hér
Kolniður svart, hvergi bjart né

Kolniður og myrkur úti 
En í mér, ríkir óveður

Kolniður og dimmur lekur blek
Ég reyni og brenni báta skel

Langt móldur og okkur
Myrkur grám, grám hér
Dauða hjár, linnurst, skrjáfandi

Ein brý áður, ég út von nei
Sjálfur blindur á, yfir nóg
Og ég kjústigpað um... 

(Dúru rurú)
(Dúru rurú) 

Coldly warm

I don't know why i've found myself in this, i've always hated the cold winter very much and enjoyed the summer. But when i think of a natural landscape drawn by trees and waterfalls and rivers and a cold light blue sky i feel so calm, quiet and relaxed. I would visit places like Canada or Iceland, Norway, Finland, Sweden and these ones are all bound to the concept of "cold temperature", "snow", "ice". I can feel something spiritual when i look at the pictures of these countries, they have an environment that i could hardly find here in Italy, they're wild and free but at the same time they're relaxing, i would lie down on the grass or float over the water laying on a wooden raft, i would climb on a mountain till i reach the top and look at the waterfalls beneath my feet, i would feel the wind blowing on my cheeks, with a violin or a xilophon at the top with only the sky looking at me from an higher position, following the melody of the earth.

Moi aussi voudrais être là

Moi aussi.

A nice side dish to dress the wait

I'll spend the whole week trying to figure out what you're going to tell me sunday, i'm not scared 'cause you asked me not to be so.
Ok i'm terribly scared but in a positive way, and i feel uneasy, but yet i'm glad you decided to discuss something tête-à-tête instead of typing, i'm very lucky you don't speak english XD.

The timeglass drops down its sand grains too slowly

These twelve days are driving me really anxious, there are ten more to go and i feel unpatient, i guess the moment will repay the wait. It's only for 2 weeks, then i'll kiss your lips and stroke your nose with mine :)